I'm sorry...
That I cant give you a second chance
I'm "never enough"
I'm quirky and weird
I'm more into cars than people
I'm not social
I cant trust you
For screwing us up
For being the way I am
For bending the rules
For "swimming against the current"
But I follow my own way
I'm not down to the T what you want in me
I don't say I love you enough,
I'm Jaded...
I let things bother me so much
That I'm insane at times
For pushing you away,
For hurting you
But I cant change
But I can't keep going on this way... somethings gotta give
I'm sorry
Dark Life Shadows by shadow-and-amy101, literature
Literature
Dark Life Shadows
Darkness surrounds me,
I cry out for help.
No one hears,
No one cares.
It cuts me to the core,
But i don't feel anymore.
Everything is a dull sting,
I've been hurt so many times,
The pain is now a part of me.
Eating me inside and out,
Consuming me....
Becoming me,
Me becoming it,
Hatred....
Sorrow....
Why should I care?
They never cared.
Didn't know what it done to me,
Didn't want to know.
Fading away from this world,
I still grasp the last bit of hope.
It's slipping away,
Away from sight,
Away from this world...
I scream at night,
For anybody,
Anything,
To reach for me.
Bring me back,
But it never happens.
I
~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~
♂+♀=♥
Never Go To Bed,
Never Stop Texting/Talking,
Unless You Tell The Ones You Love
That You Love Them
Before You Stop Talking,
Because,
Tomorrow, It Might Be Too Late,
No One Knows When Something Will Happen,
So Make Sure You Do,
To Me The Words I Love You,
Verbaly Told To Me By My Boyfriend
Makes My Day,
Makes Me Feel Better No Matter Whats Wrong
Or Whats Going On,
It Helps Me Get Through The Night,
Comforts Me When I Feel Lonely,
To Be Truly Loved By Someone You Truly Love,
Is The Best Thing In The World
:)
I Love Yo
I am in love with cars, Strange for a female right? I've taken 3 car classes in highschool. I knew some from self teachings. I am really into autobody, the cosmetic side of the car world. I Have a 2001 mustang base coupe v6, that is my baby, even though I'm a "rice burner" by heart, honda all the way baby! I really want a honda crx they have been my dream car for years, ever since I layed eyes on one XD. I can draw fairly well, I don't draw much anymore. I make plush toys/throw pillows etc I can commission for you if you want one. I love to have adventures and I am currently single XD Hope I find my dream guy one day. I can be really random and crazy as well as down to earth and serious. I've been told I'm funny and laid back. and I like to think I am haha.
Favourite Movies
Eragon, Joy Ride, Highwayman, Blues brothers, Norbit
Favourite TV Shows
person of interest, what would you do,
Favourite Games
any sonic one, midnight club la, forza horizon, most NFS games, spyro
Favourite Gaming Platform
Xbox 360
Other Interests
Cars, video games, animals, drawing, sewing, tattoos, charms/sculputures from polymer clay
I Make charms from polymer clay and I have made some really neat dragon egg pendants and I've decided to raffle one off. To see examples of my dragon eggs look at my DA page and it will be my featured deviation its at the top on the left. I adore giving things away not to fulfill something within my self but because I believe in doing good things for people in an act of selflessness.
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To enter: simply post something you like about yourself, it doesn't have to be something that gives your identity away neither does it have to be too personal. Just something your ok wit
I am taking up making charms/small sculptures from polymer clay, I have made several so far and will try to upload some pictures of them soon :) I may commission if you would like something feel free to message me about it ;P